Little Things

So yesterday I broke down several times. Surgery is one week away. So of course my nerves are a wreck. It's normal. I'm told I wouldn't be human if I wasn't worried. But let me explain why I broke down yesterday. I was cooking more meals to freeze for the kids to have during my …

My New Normal

Yesterday I was diagnosed with now a 3rd pain disorder... Er disfunction/disease/ailment/illness that causes pain. I don't even know what to call it. All I know is I'm really over it. I'm over not being the woman I want to be. I'm over not being the mom I was; the mom my kids deserve. I'm …

At Her Core

Deep inside, a feeling, a longing to belong. At the center of her being, a sad and lonely song. A shattered sense of self. A lost and broken girl. Wildly seeking something. A reason to go on. Aching and burning, that reason doesn't come. An empty core is left, her heart is on the run. …

This PlaceĀ 

I came to get some peace and quiet, perhaps a calming release.  But all I have found is sadness in all these memories.  We used to meet for a stolen kiss, a long embrace, and a chat.  Now these trees whisper your voice, and I'm not not sure I can handle that.  How did you …