My New Normal

Yesterday I was diagnosed with now a 3rd pain disorder... Er disfunction/disease/ailment/illness that causes pain. I don't even know what to call it. All I know is I'm really over it. I'm over not being the woman I want to be. I'm over not being the mom I was; the mom my kids deserve. I'm …

Empty

My heart is empty, the tears are gone. I'm left with a void, they were wrong. Time has healed nothing, my hurt remains. It's just an emptiness, not the same dull pains. I've lost your memory, it slipped away. I miss you still, to this very day. I cannot cry, for my tears have dried. …