Little Things

So yesterday I broke down several times. Surgery is one week away. So of course my nerves are a wreck. It's normal. I'm told I wouldn't be human if I wasn't worried. But let me explain why I broke down yesterday. I was cooking more meals to freeze for the kids to have during my …

Chasm

In the deep recesses of my soul, the darkened chasm of my existence. You brought the light to guide me. Showed me my destiny with your persistence. The laughter that you brought echoed in the dark. My soul was warmed by your words, no longer cold and stark. A burning ember, flickered in the darkness. …

Brain Mush

Hey guys. So I'm like 18 days away from brain surgery and my brain is just a mess. We already know my nerves are bad, hence the reason for the surgery. But lately, between the chronic pain, planning for surgery, and the fear and anxiety that go with it, my brain is total mush. I …